'PEN15' Is Back, And Girlhood Is Still Painfully Awkward (2025)

Maya (Maya Erskine) and Anna (Anna Konkle) survive a pool party and a lot of other challenges in the second season of Hulu's PEN15. Erica Parise/Hulu hide caption

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'PEN15' Is Back, And Girlhood Is Still Painfully Awkward (2)

Maya (Maya Erskine) and Anna (Anna Konkle) survive a pool party and a lot of other challenges in the second season of Hulu's PEN15.

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On her 2001 album Britney, Britney Spears declared herself "not a girl, not yet a woman." In that sleepy ballad, the then-19-year-old pop star and sex symbol stressed her need for more time to grow up while cautioning you, the listener, against trying to protect her. "I've seen so much more than you know now/ So don't tell me to shut my eyes," she croons in her signature guttural, Britney-like way.

I thought a lot about this song while watching the first half of PEN15 Season 2, Hulu's charmingly perceptive coming-of-age comedy, released on September 18. The protagonists Maya and Anna are not teen idols, and at 13, they are still firmly in girlhood. But as suburban middle-schoolers entering puberty during the peak-Britney era – the show is set in 2000 – they understand profoundly what it means to oscillate between burgeoning maturity and childish innocence.

The first season deftly conveyed the messy, painful, exciting and horrifying nuances of adolescence through period-specific devices like AOL Instant Messenger and an ingenious bit of casting: The millennial co-creators (along with Sam Zvibleman) Maya Erskine and Anna Konkle star as versions of their much younger selves alongside actual 13-year-old actors. In Season 2 they've found new ways to burrow the growing pangs and embarrassments even deeper, to cathartic effect.

The show picks up just two days after the events of the Season 1 finale, which included Maya and Anna being felt up by Maya's crush Brandt (Jonah Beres) in the janitor's closet at the fall dance. Brandt admitted he likes Maya, too, but warned her not to tell anyone.

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Of course crushes rarely stay secret for long among loose-lipped tweens, and this is doubly true for any experimenting they do with one another. When Brandt rebuffs Maya at a pool party in the first of the new episodes and insists their closet encounter never happened, a despondent Maya and Anna proceed to go around to each of their classmates and divulge the details to prove that it did. The gossip backfires on the girls; at school, they are slut-shamed and given a nickname based on the dismissive (and false) description Brandt tells his guy friends about what he did with them at the dance.

The land of Y.A.-themed pop culture is littered with versions of this plotline, and recent dramas like the cringe-inducing Eighth Grade and the unjustifiably ridiculed Cuties have offered thoughtful and progressive examinations of how young girls are simultaneously encouraged to grow up fast and scolded for doing so. PEN15 does the same, but it aims to find a sweet spot between comedic and dramatic extremes. Maya and Anna's immaturity and (attempts at) maturity are embraced equally: The girls are proud of their PG-rated dalliance, but they deal with the fallout – as well as other issues requiring a level of sophistication they understandably don't possess quite yet – in distinctively childlike ways.

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In the third episode "Vendy Wiccany," for instance, they become obsessed with creating their own wiccan practice as a way to channel anxieties about everything going on at school and home – Anna is struggling to come to terms with the dissolution of her parents' marriage and Maya misses her father, who is constantly traveling for work. Both are trying to cope with the Brandt rumors. ("If he was my boyfriend, then no one would be saying the stuff they're saying to us," Maya reasons, when deciding to cast a love spell on Brandt.)

But the game of pretend spirals out of control quickly, to the point where it disturbs their classmates and reveals their underdeveloped emotional EQs. Maya unfurls unsettling stalker-like tendencies toward Brandt. They threaten to cast a hex on students who spy on them in the school greenhouse, and burst into a horrifying (but funny) chant of gibberish while convulsing, which ultimately gets them sent to the principal's office and draws in their bewildered parents.

This realm of make-believe is an extension of a lighter facet of their personalities. Despite being in their early teens, a time when most of us are eager to ditch any childhood affinities that might make our peers think we're stuck in elementary school, the girls still play with dolls unironically. At a sleepover with a new friend, they play a prank on the other girls in attendance involving Maya emerging from a duffle bag as if she were The Thing bursting from Norris' chest; the joke receives only a tepid reception. ("You guys are so weird sometimes," their friend reacts condescendingly.)

Like most kids, Maya and Anna want to fit in and have newly developed sexual urges. But they are also still, undeniably, 13-year-olds – 13-year-olds who seem very cognizant, perhaps for the first time in their short lives, of the passage of time and how it is changing them. At the end of "Vendy Wiccany," the girls break down over the realization that life isn't as simple as it once was. As Maya embraces a crying Anna and tells her that she loves her, the bond between them is visceral; PEN15's unique ability to tap into the many gradients of puberty is palpable.

In 1999, when she was just 17, Britney Spears was featured in an infamous Rolling Stone cover shoot, cradling a stuffed purple Teletubby toy in one arm while posed against a pink satin backdrop in lingerie. It succinctly encapsulated the blurry, polarizing line she often straddled between bubbly, youthful innocence and teen sex symbol at the time. I remember being around the same age as Maya and Anna are when that cover came out, and aware of the handwringing it caused over how it might influence young girls like myself. Much of the public didn't know what to make of this dichotomy (and still doesn't, judging by the faux outrage aimed at Cuties earlier this month). It's not surprising that Britney would go on to record "I'm Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman," a song utterly transparent in its attempt to acknowledge the mixed reactions to her image as a child star.

PEN15 is the weirder, funnier and completely un-sexy spiritual companion to Britney cradling that Teletubby, and the more soulful counterpart to "Not a Girl." It works because, amidst the delightful crudeness and silliness, its creators show a clear compassion for their younger selves, a compassion that is too often not extended to the Mayas, Annas or Britneys of the world.

'PEN15' Is Back, And Girlhood Is Still Painfully Awkward (2025)

FAQs

Is PEN15 inappropriate? ›

Some of the content is mature and uncomfortable but has been a great way to talk about stuff that is sure to be on my kiddos mind. Maya and Anna make some awful mistakes about friendships and popularity and boys, and these are all learning moments.

What is Maya diagnosed with PEN15? ›

They spend time reminiscing with each other, and whether they've made the right choices in their lives. When Yuki returns home, she spends time alone with Maya and Shuji, and tells them both how much she loves them. Maya is diagnosed with ADD and Irlen syndrome.

Was Maya from PEN15 pregnant? ›

In a heartwarming Instagram post on Wednesday, Maya Erskine shared the joyful news of her second pregnancy with fans. The PEN15 actress, alongside her husband Michael Angarano, posted a charming snapshot featuring Erskine donning a chic black dress that delicately highlighted her burgeoning baby bump.

Why do the girls in PEN15 look so old? ›

Prosthetics played a major role in transforming adults into somewhat teenagers. Anna Konkle had to strap on braces and Maya Erskine sported a rather clunky retainer. The actors had to fit into tight clothes and hunch over to get into character. Period-appropriate outfits for the year 2000 were picked carefully.

Is PEN15 lgbtq? ›

"PEN15" Has The Most Painfully Authentic Gay Teen Storyline I've Ever Seen On TV.

Can my 13 year old watch PEN15? ›

At face value with its TV-MA rating, the series doesn't exactly come off as family-friendly viewing. But in the vein of Big Mouth or Eighth Grade, PEN15 can help teens (and possibly even tweens) navigate the awkward ups and downs of puberty. Of course, you'll know your child best and how they might respond to the show.

Why was PEN15 cancelled? ›

The pair said that they always envisioned the series as three seasons but the pandemic – the show was forced to shut down production due to Covid19 – hastened the ending. The first seven episodes of Season 2 launched in September 2020 with an animated special airing earlier this year.

Who is Maya's real mom? ›

Maya Erskine's mom Mutsuko Erskine. Growing up with a Japanese mom and White dad wasn't easy for Maya, a theme that was thoughtfully interrogated in PEN15. In real life, Mutsuko helped Maya have pride in her heritage.

Are Maya and Anna friends in real life? ›

Maya Erskine and Anna Konkle don't just share names with the characters they portray on Hulu's PEN15, they also share the same close friendship in real life.

Did Maya get pregnant again? ›

After experiencing two pregnancy losses, Maya Vander has welcomed another baby with her husband David Miller. See a photo of her newborn daughter. Maya Vander's family just got a little bigger. The Selling Sunset star has welcomed another daughter with husband David Miller, she announced on May 11.

What age did Maya get pregnant? ›

When she was just 16 years old, Maya Angelou got pregnant with her son, Guy Johnson. At a time when teen mothers were often shamed and/or pushed into marrying the baby's father, the now-literary icon and renowned poet had a support system many other teen moms lacked.

How many times was Maya pregnant? ›

"I was pregnant technically seven times between miscarriages and unfortunately the stillbirth, which is really the next level of a loss, and I have three kids to show for it," Vander added.

Did they wear binders in PEN15? ›

Thankfully, series creators and stars Anna Konkle and Maya Erskine have costume designer Melissa Walker to help the cause. From binding the leads' breasts to Tommy Hilfiger treasure hunts, here's how she suits up each character to look as authentically early aughts as a Tiffany charm bracelet.

Is PEN15 based on a true story? ›

Showcasing the real-life experiences of Maya Erskine and Anna Konkle, the duo play middle-school versions of themselves as they re-experience the trials and tribulations of their teenage years.

How old are the girls in PEN15? ›

PEN15 shouldn't work—two 33-year-old women acting like 13-year-olds while surrounded by a cast of actual 13-year-olds—but good God, does it. PEN15 is a strange, funny, and often poignant series in which creators and actors Maya Erskine and Anna Konkle play fictionalized versions of their middle school selves.

Are the girls in PEN15 adults? ›

Erskine and Konkle are both 33 years old — an age that's a little too old, even in Hollywood, to be playing young teens. And although they're styled in middle-school-appropriate ways, the show makes absolutely no effort to conceal the actresses' ages; in fact, their adulthood is a key part of the show's quirky concept.

Did Anna and Brendan actually kiss? ›

In the show, during a group movie night with her first "boyfriend" (where they are watching the newly released VHS of Wild Things, of course), Anna has her first kiss, but as Konkle clarified for Vulture, she does not actually kiss the 13-year-old actor playing her boyfriend.

Did the stuff in PEN15 actually happen? ›

The show used real-life experiences and behind-the-scenes details to create a personal and natural feel. Despite production delays and challenges, PEN15 remained a popular and well-received series that ended on its own terms after two seasons.

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